Why

This will be a short post tonight. I have been thinking to myself why do I even attempt to do something when I know it's not going to change anything at all. Is there a point to continuing my education when it's not going to do me any good? What am I trying to prove? Why don't I just face facts that I will never be anymore than I am right now? Those are questions I can't answer right now. I do know that I am considering just folding my hand and cashing in my chips now before I end up worse off than I am now. With any luck there will be another post tomorrow evening but as of right now it's not looking very promising.